Turn back, the silence is deafening...
Everything. I sware everything...
ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF.
Hi, I'm Amber.
I'm short but not too short.
I'm full of love but at the same time hate.
I make a lot of mistakes.
I've ruined a lot of good things that I had going for me.
I've lost all motivation to do well in school.
I want to go away next Tuesday but I'm scared that if I go up there, You won't even want to see me.
I worry too much.
I don't work enough.
I'm broke, worthless, ditzy, funny, witty.
I speak my mind, I am a total bitch.
I'll hold you whenever you need held.
I'll be your punching bag.
But don't hurt me.
Please.
Let me remind you that I'm done. I quit. I miss the past. I miss everyone.
Heather I miss my SSG.
Tashie I miss our long talks.
Mel...I see you almost everyday but it's never like it used to be. I miss the friendship we had, we seem really distant now.
I hate what alcohol does to some people.
I sware that if I drink when I'm older, I won't abuse my kids. Or anyone.
I watched him hit by best friend...no kid should ever have to be hit by their dad.
I need something.
A change.
Motivation.
A hug.