WTFFFFF cute.

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The scanner doesn't work? Pshh, obviously a good reason to lash out at Amber. I wasn't even in the door from work and my dad started yelling, and yelling, and yelling some more. He wants to put the superbowl sports illustrated on ebay. WTF? For one, it's not special edition. For as much as he might want to think so, they sell it at Giant Eagle, so obviously it's not. And two, NO ONE WANTS TO BUY ITTTT. Kay. So he yelled and yelled about how I never do ANYTHING for him. He belongs to a hunting club and volunteered me to do their website, which I don't have a problem with, it's just that anytime I go up there the guys are like "hey Mike, your daughters such a babe, let me take her outtt" and I'm not even overexaggerating. I find it gross and due to their lack of respect, I don't update the website unless grounded until I do. And the scanner doesn't work, which is also OBVIOUSLY my fault. Because I'm the only one who "knows how to work the computer." No, I'm just the only one with patience and the ability to read. So my dad yelling at me ended in "You obviously don't care about me so from this point on, I could care less about you Amber." Hence my AMAZING mood all day.

On another note, I've basically lost everything with this. I've lost the one person who meant (still means) the world to me and I've lost my dad. Greeeeeeat.

Sometimes I wish I could just..drop off the face of the Earth. That'd be cuteeeee.

&&I have a pulse in my ears. Not a normal one though...like, it comes every once in a while for a few minutes and it's really strong and I get like an instant migrane. I want to go to the docotors but my mom says its nothing to worry about and quite obviiously my dad could care less too.

So yeah, I'll just go on faking smiles.
I'm getting to be prettty damn good at it.