nobody broke your heart, you broke your own 'cause you can't finish what you start.

[star_no_star7]

so much for the typical may 2-4 partying weekend.
i hope everyone had a good time
and ends up with really bad hang overs. haha.

so it seems that i will never get over my fear of needles.
or rather needles in the form of iv/blood test.
i freaked out when they were trying to just find a vein.
so instead of getting an iv, i ended up getting 4 shots in my side to sedate me.
then 6 more to freeze my mouth.
plus laughing gas.
it really wasn't fun.
speaking of fun, i don't think i've ever swallowed so much blood in my life.
for the first 24 hours or so i wasn't allowed to spit or rinse out my mouth,
so i had to keep gauze in my mouth to subside the bleeding.
i also didn't sleep at all friday night.
i blacked out and had a pretty bad seizure while walking into my room.
it was pretty fucked. i was so drugged up.
luckily my mom heard me collapse and woke me up.
the meds i have are so terrible.
all they do is make me dizzy so that i throw up.
so i stopped taking them.
the pain isn't even that bad either.
it's discomfort more than anything.
the left side of my mouth is tender/swollen,
while the right side is still numb.
the right side of my tongue is numb too.
it's weird. but i think i'll live.
i've been taking t3's though.
so all is good.

i feel much better today.
i should be good for school on tuesday.
as long as i don't resemble frankenstein by then.
hah.