i'm on fire! and now i think i'm ready to bust a move!
today was pretty random. i taught my morning lessons. narinder came by for some reason. well obviously to see disha. but it was so awkward, he totally still hates me. hahaha. oh well. anyway, alex picked me up on my break at 12 and we went to the mall so i could buy my bright eyes ticket. i dragged him into american eagle, he loved it. i went back to work around 1 and had to guard for 15 minutes. i love how i pay myself for an hour and a half of guarding, yet i only ever guard for 15 or 20 minutes. it's awesome. my bronze med. kids had their exam today. only 2 failed. i love those kids. they're like the children i never had/wanted. my lover kalista came in too. we went on a mission to tim hortons and bought 80 tim bits. it cost us like 9 bucks. it was awesome. since kalista wouldn't go through the drive-thru, we had to go in with our sexy lifeguard attire. it was so bad. and my stomach hurts. i ate like 20 tim bits. i finished work at 5, but i had to wait around for this girl to come meet me so she could buy my aof ticket. it was the sketchiest thing ever. afterward, i didn't feel like going home, so i called alex and he came and got me. my other lover jamie was there, and so were geoff and lisa. we went over to the mall so jamie could buy her and becky's bright eyes tickets. i can't wait. becky, jamie, alex and i are going together. it's going to be so awesome. after jamie bought her ticket, alex and i drove her all the way home to heartlake. we rocked out to weezer on the way back to get geoff and lisa. it was pretty sweet. once we picked them up, we for some reason went all the way to the B.E.C. to see becky. it was my idea, i guess it seemed like a good idea at the time. we drove like 20 minutes, just to say hi to becky. but i love becky, so it was worth it. i was hoping my italian lover andrew would be reffing, but he wasn't :(. i miss that boy. after we left, alex, geoff and lisa were going to this girl jess' house. i was going to go with them, but all they were going to do was smoke, and yeah. so i just went home. mmm and i bought a gingerbread latte. so good!
i really hope alison and i work on our seminar tomorrow. we haven't started anything. and we really have to, soon. we've been putting it off for the past like 4 weeks. i think longer.
why do you keep fucking up? i've had enough this time. you shouldn't be allowed to treat anybody that way. now you've crossed the line. i've seen it all before. i haven't seen you in weeks and i see that you're crying. watch the tears roll down your cheeks and i can tell that you're lying. the smell you left on my shirt is still there - i've washed it a million times. it won't come out but i don't care, it'll just sit in my closet. i haven't seen you in weeks and i see that you're crying. watch the tears roll down your cheeks and i can tell that you're lying. don't call, i've got nothing to say, and i think things would be ok. this is the last well speak of this, my ears are so sore from the yelling. i don't care what you have to say, i don't want to hear it. tomorrow i'll sleep in till noon, and go on with my life without you. second chances, awkward glances, time to let go. i don't know just what i know, but i know this is over.
i really hope alison and i work on our seminar tomorrow. we haven't started anything. and we really have to, soon. we've been putting it off for the past like 4 weeks. i think longer.
why do you keep fucking up? i've had enough this time. you shouldn't be allowed to treat anybody that way. now you've crossed the line. i've seen it all before. i haven't seen you in weeks and i see that you're crying. watch the tears roll down your cheeks and i can tell that you're lying. the smell you left on my shirt is still there - i've washed it a million times. it won't come out but i don't care, it'll just sit in my closet. i haven't seen you in weeks and i see that you're crying. watch the tears roll down your cheeks and i can tell that you're lying. don't call, i've got nothing to say, and i think things would be ok. this is the last well speak of this, my ears are so sore from the yelling. i don't care what you have to say, i don't want to hear it. tomorrow i'll sleep in till noon, and go on with my life without you. second chances, awkward glances, time to let go. i don't know just what i know, but i know this is over.