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so last night was... interesting. i had an ok time. but i have defiantly had more fun.
i hung out with ian and sims. we went to best buy and ate chinese at the twin dragon. at best buy i was super bored cause ian and sims were off playing a video game. so i walked around and looked for a while. they have a chair there that i want for my apartment next year! yay. it was a little leather chair but it was super comfy. then i found the camera i want. too bad its like 400 dollars. so there fore.. i will survive without a digital camera for a while longer.. cause i am super poor. anyway... while we were at twin dragon, sims poor soy sauce in ian's drink.. and because i was laughing about it.. he thought i did it. so he smeared chicken all over my face.. and then made a huge scene in the restaurant about it. and took a picture of me because i look like "fat bastard" how nice.
after that we went to ian's work to ask someone to buy us some drinks. While we were there, this christina girl that he works with kept fucking giving me these dirty ass looks. cause you know she is 16 and ian is 19 and she likes him or what not.. and so she stared at me the entire time as if i were some bad ass bitch who stole her man. wtf. that little girl can go shove it up her ass. i didn't do shit to her. anyway. we got the drinks and left. we drove up to wright state, and jon rode in the car with me, cause he wanted to see just how bad of a driver i really was.. since ian thinks that a monkey could drive better than i can. needless to say, jon said he doesn't think i am that bad, that i just speed, but everyone does that. we sang songs cause sims wanted to hear me sing. not sure why but whatever. then we stopped by mijers and they bought limes and jon wanted an "ugli fruit" so he bought that. i guess its not that bad.. it tastes kinda like oranges they said. i didn't try it. it looked discussing... liek an uglis fruit should look.
so after we started drinking things kinda just seemed less and less fun. ian and sims were playing video games.. which i didn't mind. but i was just kinda bored. and i just thought the game was super stupid cause it was the guy game.. and it was just so dumb and made me feel like i wasn't cool enough cause i wasn't that hot and that FUCKING stupid. so i started calling people.. and being drunk.. it was an ok time. i think i didn't really talk to too many people though. so theist probably a good thing. we went down to tony and gregs room. that was ok fun. ian thoguth it was super awesome to eat peanut butter upside down. and they kept yelling at me that i was going to break gregs belt.. so i don't know what was up with that. then we went back up to my room and adam came over, played a few games and such then left. and then ian and sims were playing video games a bit longer. but by the end of the night i just know that i was super pissed. i think it was because he was fucking texting with brandi the entire time.. and only giving me enough attention just to get some then after that he would give me a kiss once and a while.. but i dunno.. i was just pissed cause he is always talking with her and about her. and he is sooo happy because her and her boyfriend aren't doing good. and he looks for her car when he passes by her work. and i fucking hate it! i hate brandi and i hate it when he talks about her all the god damn time.. and then says he doesn't like her. and i mean.. i believe him. but you can only believe so much without assuming differently. i dunno. fuck it. he can hang out with brandi all he wants. i know it sounds stupid.. i just... it bothers me.. cause i am just a jealous person. but i will get over it.. cause they are just friends..
anyway.. ian kept asking if i liked someone else... like 7 times last night before we went to bed. and then he kept telling me that he liked me. i think he is afraid that i don't liek him. but i do.. i was just upset with him last night cause of everything that was going on. so i dunno. we will see how it goes.
this post is basically meaningless.. mainly i just wanted to vent.
i hung out with ian and sims. we went to best buy and ate chinese at the twin dragon. at best buy i was super bored cause ian and sims were off playing a video game. so i walked around and looked for a while. they have a chair there that i want for my apartment next year! yay. it was a little leather chair but it was super comfy. then i found the camera i want. too bad its like 400 dollars. so there fore.. i will survive without a digital camera for a while longer.. cause i am super poor. anyway... while we were at twin dragon, sims poor soy sauce in ian's drink.. and because i was laughing about it.. he thought i did it. so he smeared chicken all over my face.. and then made a huge scene in the restaurant about it. and took a picture of me because i look like "fat bastard" how nice.
after that we went to ian's work to ask someone to buy us some drinks. While we were there, this christina girl that he works with kept fucking giving me these dirty ass looks. cause you know she is 16 and ian is 19 and she likes him or what not.. and so she stared at me the entire time as if i were some bad ass bitch who stole her man. wtf. that little girl can go shove it up her ass. i didn't do shit to her. anyway. we got the drinks and left. we drove up to wright state, and jon rode in the car with me, cause he wanted to see just how bad of a driver i really was.. since ian thinks that a monkey could drive better than i can. needless to say, jon said he doesn't think i am that bad, that i just speed, but everyone does that. we sang songs cause sims wanted to hear me sing. not sure why but whatever. then we stopped by mijers and they bought limes and jon wanted an "ugli fruit" so he bought that. i guess its not that bad.. it tastes kinda like oranges they said. i didn't try it. it looked discussing... liek an uglis fruit should look.
so after we started drinking things kinda just seemed less and less fun. ian and sims were playing video games.. which i didn't mind. but i was just kinda bored. and i just thought the game was super stupid cause it was the guy game.. and it was just so dumb and made me feel like i wasn't cool enough cause i wasn't that hot and that FUCKING stupid. so i started calling people.. and being drunk.. it was an ok time. i think i didn't really talk to too many people though. so theist probably a good thing. we went down to tony and gregs room. that was ok fun. ian thoguth it was super awesome to eat peanut butter upside down. and they kept yelling at me that i was going to break gregs belt.. so i don't know what was up with that. then we went back up to my room and adam came over, played a few games and such then left. and then ian and sims were playing video games a bit longer. but by the end of the night i just know that i was super pissed. i think it was because he was fucking texting with brandi the entire time.. and only giving me enough attention just to get some then after that he would give me a kiss once and a while.. but i dunno.. i was just pissed cause he is always talking with her and about her. and he is sooo happy because her and her boyfriend aren't doing good. and he looks for her car when he passes by her work. and i fucking hate it! i hate brandi and i hate it when he talks about her all the god damn time.. and then says he doesn't like her. and i mean.. i believe him. but you can only believe so much without assuming differently. i dunno. fuck it. he can hang out with brandi all he wants. i know it sounds stupid.. i just... it bothers me.. cause i am just a jealous person. but i will get over it.. cause they are just friends..
anyway.. ian kept asking if i liked someone else... like 7 times last night before we went to bed. and then he kept telling me that he liked me. i think he is afraid that i don't liek him. but i do.. i was just upset with him last night cause of everything that was going on. so i dunno. we will see how it goes.
this post is basically meaningless.. mainly i just wanted to vent.