like a bad star im falling...
through everything ive known and everything ive experienced u would think i know better but i guess i still make my mistakes.u can block it out and try to start again but the nightmares will haunt u.they creep back into ur dreams and refuse to die.they want to be heard and if u dont listen they creep into ur every waking moment til ur too scared to close ur eyes,too terrified to open them.seems like theres only one way out.u avoided that before.uve seen the damage it does and u dont have that power.dont have the strength.the past takes ur anger and ur sadness.it takes everything u have.some things u cant get back.it pretends to be dead and when u least expect it u get caught.nowhere to run.just sit and let it strike u.does the pain hurt?i dont know im too numb to feel it now.can u see the scars?not on the inside.the ones on the outside were caused by something different.can u see it through my eyes?i dont know they're just clouded over.somethings waiting there.its been biding its time til now.always choses the best moment.u dont have the control.