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May 12, 2004 10:30

I feel that during this semester's finals week I am walking the fine line between stress free and insanity...let me tell you it's a VERY fine line. Last semester I was stressing and my finals weren't even that difficult. I have the mother of all finals on Thursday morning and I just don't know what to do with myself. This afternoon is my comm final and although I read through the book, made the review sheet, and have read the tiny print over I don't feel confident...but yet I feel like I studided all I can. I hate this feeling of uncertainty (which according to the Foundationalists means I don't have knowledge because I lack certainty- I guess I studied a little...lol). I just want it all to go away so that this feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach goes away...or at the very least someone get me motivated. These are the reasons that I will have an ulcer by the time I graduate...I don't know what I am going to do when I am a senior and I have capping projects and internships and jobs and craziness. I also know that although it is three years away, by the way this year flew by I know it's not that far away. I just want it to be summer and be home with good food and my gym and friends...but I will miss my maristers like crazy also...yup when your in college you lead two lives- skitzophrenia here I come.

Summer breeze makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind...

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