You last mortal thought will be why did I just take so many days, like today for granted....

[star_lit_seas]

I have taken for granted so many days. I am so irate with myself that I thought that my life was that bad before. I am apaulled at the feelings that I had for my parents. I thought I was scared before...

My father was just diagnosed with diabetes, and I've never been this afraid in my life.

Better update soon.