sing me something soft, sad and delicate, or loud and out of key, sing me anything...
Things are slowly starting to get better.
School is winding down thank gosh and stress is lifting off as the days pass and it's amazing. I do have a lot coming up though.
+ My first of 4 AP tests is thursday which is english. Then Psych is the 15th, and Econ is the 17th. I do have major projects due within the next 2 weeks and little time to accomplish them but i'll be okay.
+ Prom is next friday, and Ryan's prom is next saturday and i'm excited about that. i'll post pictures when i get them in i promise.
+ I graduate the 31st, and Ryan's is the 1st
But i'm happy. Things really have gotten better from my last post which makes me feel better. I mean to an extent that is. My parents have really been putting me down lately and that's what's been making me unhappy. Then Ryan and i fought for a straight week which magnified everything BUT we are sooo much better now and i think something finally clicked with him on that he was hurting me pretty badly and just today he acted like a completely different person. i'm learning i need more me time, and more time just to kick back and worry about nothing other than myself and enjoy the time i have because i don't know how much more there will be =]
Work has been fairly well. I worked last Saturday 3:30-9:30. Then was off sunday-wednesday. Worked this Thursday and Friday 4-9:30, and then today 1:9:30 and i'm beat. But i'm off until Thursday again, work from 4:30-9:30, and then i'm off again until at least Sunday =] i'm also being moved from cashier to specialty, so i'll be working with the fish/reptiles/small animals, so unfortunately no more discounts starting in a week and a half =[
By the way, i made my decision on college: Villa Julie 2011 =] and coincidently Ryan is going too! (and we didn't decide together and had no influence, we chose on our own)
So slowly but surely life is falling into place. Our anniversary is next month FOUR YEARS! it's so funny that we have pictures from our middle school graduation and our middle school banquet. And here we are, 4 years later getting ready to have senior prom pictures taken, and the same for our graduations. We've made it through the hardest four years we'll have to endure and that's being apart through all of high school. He's the one that i want, and now i know we can make it through everything.
I guess as i'm sitting here, i'm realizing just how much i have and how happy i really am, i guess i just need to remember the little things that i have =] i hope everyones doing well and if ya guys wanna know anything specific let me know! i miss you all!
[ps// i'm thinking i'll be making a massive post once a week just because that's all time is allowing right now. sorry guys!]