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so today seemed eventful but it actually wasn't. I'm going to host a french exchange student, even though I don't take french?lol Well I'm really excited anyways. I remember my homestay in New Zealand and how much fun it was. I hope I can make this as fun for him as it was for me. School has been really...well not overwhelming persay, but more scary. I feel it getting closer and closer every day... what college are you going to? What's your SAT score? What's your major? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE!?!?!!?! too all of these questions I say I have no idea. All these choices are suddenly being presented to me, and it is so hard to pick the right one when you feel so confused. How does anyone know what they want? I knew this was coming and I still can't figure anything out about myself or my future. I know everyone is probably supposed to feel this way, but it doesn't seem like anyone else does. And it's so annoying to think about it so much that it gets boring. Right now I'm just trying to make the simple choice of how I'm going to spend my time for the next few months, and I can't even do that. I'm so pissed at how obnoxious that little voice in my head of is about overthinking everything;slakdjfjsf oh what the fuck, being 16 is so strange dfgasdfasdfs dfasfg23531fdklsisdfdf;lsidgj s;dlifhasdlnflak;nvti0-[76vp