Sep 20, 2004 12:29
Wow... seems like forever since i've had time to write in here. i started school last Tuesday and the schedule change left my immune system vulnerable to a virus... so now i'm totally sick... gone through 3 kleenex boxes in the last 24 hours... i'm convinced that my brain is melting.
School has served as a good enough distraction from missing Master so terribly... but i have a lot of down time and so, my mind still wanders. i can't believe it's only been 32 days since i last saw Master... It seems like it was eternity ago... i haven't been online in almost a week so, i haven't even seen Master Fire-Soul in a while. Things are going okay with Mike and i. We started the Hope for Our Marriage class last week and we have another session tomorrow. i'm hoping that it will provide some clarity for us.
i'm feeling very disconnected from everything at the moment. i went into the Home a lil while ago and it's so quiet... no Free speaking no slaves serving, or doing chores... it was depressing so, i had to get out. i'm hoping i find something to grab onto soon... i hate wandering like this.