i guess dreams do come true
Sometimes, I forget how lucky I am.
I have a lot of really good things going on in my life right now. And I need to not overthink them, or always want what my life isn't at this moment.
another sunny day in californ-i-a
i'm sure back home they'd love to see it
but they don't know that what you love is ripped away
before you get a chance to feel it
So, I've just decided to be happy and love what I have. Fuck being emo and sad. If I can't enjoy right now, then I'm kind of a selfish idiot.
And besides, with all of the things that happened this week and tonight, I know I've been making the right decisions, even if they don't seem like it right away.
I just wish I wasn't so self-involved sometimes. I wish I was a better friend.
back home i always thought i wanted so much more
now im not so sure
'cause sometimes i miss knowing someone's there for me
and feeling free
I think I'm pretty messed up right now. But I just want everyone to know that I'm happy, and the fact that a lot of my friends aren't scares me. I'm not used to this. I can't think of one close friend right now who is content. And I don't know what to say to any of them to make it better. Even Erin's not as happy as she usually is, which just shakes the ground I stand on...France was supposed to be a great experience.
It almost makes me not want to leave.
another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
sometimes i wish that it would rain here
and wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
there's nothing real for them to see here
Maybe I adjust too well. I can't think of a time in West Chester where I wasn't constantly meeting new people. I have so many new friends this year already.
So. I'm still lucky...who would of thought, after all of my fear of everyone else leaving.
Yeah I used lyrics. And they were Yellowcard. Wanna make something of it?
I have a lot of really good things going on in my life right now. And I need to not overthink them, or always want what my life isn't at this moment.
another sunny day in californ-i-a
i'm sure back home they'd love to see it
but they don't know that what you love is ripped away
before you get a chance to feel it
So, I've just decided to be happy and love what I have. Fuck being emo and sad. If I can't enjoy right now, then I'm kind of a selfish idiot.
And besides, with all of the things that happened this week and tonight, I know I've been making the right decisions, even if they don't seem like it right away.
I just wish I wasn't so self-involved sometimes. I wish I was a better friend.
back home i always thought i wanted so much more
now im not so sure
'cause sometimes i miss knowing someone's there for me
and feeling free
I think I'm pretty messed up right now. But I just want everyone to know that I'm happy, and the fact that a lot of my friends aren't scares me. I'm not used to this. I can't think of one close friend right now who is content. And I don't know what to say to any of them to make it better. Even Erin's not as happy as she usually is, which just shakes the ground I stand on...France was supposed to be a great experience.
It almost makes me not want to leave.
another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
sometimes i wish that it would rain here
and wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
there's nothing real for them to see here
Maybe I adjust too well. I can't think of a time in West Chester where I wasn't constantly meeting new people. I have so many new friends this year already.
So. I'm still lucky...who would of thought, after all of my fear of everyone else leaving.
Yeah I used lyrics. And they were Yellowcard. Wanna make something of it?