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My life is like an explosion all of a sudden. Everything is questionable and new. There are no absolutes. Every day I wake up and know that I will still be living in this house with this family, but besides that. I have no idea what my life will be from day to day. This is very very good for me. I'm learning how to lean on God. Or at least can feel myself moving in that direction. I am lacking a church family. Its something I really desperately need right now and I feel like if I had a church to go to every week and a group of people to grow spiritually with, I'd feel much better. I'm not making any college plans. I want to 100% depend on God to direct my path and show everyone the reality of his will. And the beauty of it. Howeve, it's extremely hard to do this without that church family to pray with and enjoy being close to.
Currently, I would love to move to Niceville/Bluewater. It seems like everyone and everything is there. Whenever I need to get something done or go to a friends house, I always have to get a ride over the bridge. And as soon as school starts up (I'm hoping this summer will go by fairly quickly) I'll be out there even more often.
lunch & bible study with tyla on tuesday
breakfast with hannah on thursday
possibly my license on thursday
working like a crazy woman in between.
So now I'm going to go die. For someone who doesn't care too much for long phone conversations, lasts night's chat with tyler kept me up until 3 in the morning. and then I worked all day. killer. But it was worth it. Epiphanies galore. I love it when grey skies turn to blue.
Currently, I would love to move to Niceville/Bluewater. It seems like everyone and everything is there. Whenever I need to get something done or go to a friends house, I always have to get a ride over the bridge. And as soon as school starts up (I'm hoping this summer will go by fairly quickly) I'll be out there even more often.
lunch & bible study with tyla on tuesday
breakfast with hannah on thursday
possibly my license on thursday
working like a crazy woman in between.
So now I'm going to go die. For someone who doesn't care too much for long phone conversations, lasts night's chat with tyler kept me up until 3 in the morning. and then I worked all day. killer. But it was worth it. Epiphanies galore. I love it when grey skies turn to blue.