Sep 18, 2005 21:59
well someone pointed out to me that i haven't updated since like aug 2 *cough*sammy*cough* so i thought i would grace everyone with my computer presence hehe. tired of the minature golfing story i guess hehe. what can i say for a month ... my life hasn't been that exciting.
so i have come to realize that school this year is doing nothing for me. like i just don't care .... at all. it isn't really good cause all of my classes are fricken easy ... so ya no hopefully i won't bomb my report card but eh. i think this year my drive me to drink lol. and not even the high school drinking ... just the life sux drinking haha. i will have to find some drunk buddies ... melissa troy sammy? hehe
i've come to the conclusion that i would really like to start living life now. not live in this kinda crap hole. not that it is a crap whole but i have no job ... no point really and there is nothing to do here so i would really like something to do. i would like to live. this is adding to my not caring my lack of inspiration in life. .... wow sorry if i depressed anyone who was happy ... i really would like to add a smile right back on your face :)!!!!
it is currently 10:15 .. pm i just wanna go for a ride ... but i no if i ask my mom she will wanna go with me and i just wanna go solo if ya no what i mean.