Problems
When ever I have a problem with something I always write it down on here. I glad that I have this because what would I do without it. I know that I have friends to talk to about things but I feel like I if I write it down first it makes me feel a lot better about it.
I having really big problems with Zach. I love Zach more then anything and I would never want to lose him (I'm crying as I write this). But right now I know that I am losing him, it hurts a lot to say that. The reason for that Is I been hanging out with Eddie and his friends. Well Zach doesn't like Eddie. It didn't take that long to find that out. I stuck between my best friend and my boyfriend. I hate having to deal with stupid shit like this. When I got home tonight I called Zach (for the 3000th time) and finally he called me back. He said that every time he tries hanging out with me I always have plans, which it true. But the way that he does it is calling like 10 minutes before he going to be by my house and sees if I want to hang out. I sorry but I would at least call the person that I wanted to hang out with a little bit early then what he does. I love Zach and I really want to see him and hang out with him. It's like when ever he calls I'm doing something and when ever I call him he's doing something. I just wish that things would be back to normal with him and me, kind of stupid to wish because that will never happen. So after I talked to Zach I called Eddie to tell him that I was home and the thing that happened with Zach right before I called him, well he was all pissed off and whatever else. He also told me that he's tiered of hearing about Zach all the time. Well sorry I want to talk about my friend (you do it too). I just love knowing that my boyfriend and my best friend hate each other. They don't have to like each other or anything, but I think that just need to deal with having them both in my life. I wish that I could wake up (or not) in the morning and everything will be fine. But with the luck that I have it will get worse.
I having really big problems with Zach. I love Zach more then anything and I would never want to lose him (I'm crying as I write this). But right now I know that I am losing him, it hurts a lot to say that. The reason for that Is I been hanging out with Eddie and his friends. Well Zach doesn't like Eddie. It didn't take that long to find that out. I stuck between my best friend and my boyfriend. I hate having to deal with stupid shit like this. When I got home tonight I called Zach (for the 3000th time) and finally he called me back. He said that every time he tries hanging out with me I always have plans, which it true. But the way that he does it is calling like 10 minutes before he going to be by my house and sees if I want to hang out. I sorry but I would at least call the person that I wanted to hang out with a little bit early then what he does. I love Zach and I really want to see him and hang out with him. It's like when ever he calls I'm doing something and when ever I call him he's doing something. I just wish that things would be back to normal with him and me, kind of stupid to wish because that will never happen. So after I talked to Zach I called Eddie to tell him that I was home and the thing that happened with Zach right before I called him, well he was all pissed off and whatever else. He also told me that he's tiered of hearing about Zach all the time. Well sorry I want to talk about my friend (you do it too). I just love knowing that my boyfriend and my best friend hate each other. They don't have to like each other or anything, but I think that just need to deal with having them both in my life. I wish that I could wake up (or not) in the morning and everything will be fine. But with the luck that I have it will get worse.