i sneak into his car's cracked leather seat, the smell of gasoline in the summer heat.
vanessa carlton is just lovelovelove.
her words are beautiful, her gift for music is magical, & "when she dances she goes & goes"
she is so talented.
she makes me want to start ballet again.
i want to start dancing again, so so badly but i'm too scared. i'd be so behind everyone else & i wouldn't know anyone & i'd feel so self-concious in a leotard. but i want to dance so badly.
i love harry potter.
i think i'm starting to realise the 4th film is amazing. i watched the 3rd one on saturday & got so bored because the 4th was so action-packed. i still hate how rushed it was & how 'bitty' it was, & how there was no substance, no hogwarts atmosphere, no character development.
i want to see it again!
i wish harry potter was real & that hogwarts were real.
i am craving love.
& craving life.
i'll find them both though. one day i will. & when i do i'll live my life like there is no tomorrow.
i'm going to wish on the stars tonight.
going to wish for him.