Nov 17, 2009 00:20
It's nearly 12AM and I should be in bed by now 'cause I need to get up early tomorrow.
Getting up at 6.30AM is far far away from being funny -__-"
But somehow I just can't bring myself to sleep.
It's like this for roughly 3 weeks now. nearly every fuckin' night I sleep like 4-5 hours at max.
It really starts to annoy me.
I'm feeling terrible tired, exhausted and stressed.
PLUS since this morning my throat and head hurting like hell.
I think I caught a cold or something...
- 3-"
Tomorrow I'll restart my diet.
I can't stand being like this any longer.
During the past weeks I lost sight of my truely goals and intentions.
And that's what pisses me off the most.
I just need to kick my all to lazy ass. hard.
so I'm able to stop that stupid stumbling and pathetic spinnig arround myself AND getting back on the track, taking MY way!
(Does this sentence make any sense at all?!)
btw. D-Kai messaged me 5mins ago.
he left his ICQnumber and he asked for my skype, myspace (not that I'm an active MSuser XD) and studivz.
I think I'll give him my skype adress.
Just random talking can't hurt, right?
~~> see ya and wish me luck for the diet.
PS: This is probably my longest english entry EVER! (the entries in my diary don't count, because these are just ment to be seen by my eyes .. keke)
diet,
random,
boys boys boys