Going back in time.
Almost a year ago my ex-bestfriend wrote this in my year book:
-Frosty-
Hey gurl! I can't believe the end of the school year has finally com. It only feels like yeaterday that I first met you. At first you seemed quiet but in the end it seems I can never get you to shut up! J/K. We have had some bad times and good times together. We also seem to have never ending inside jokes. I will always remember my 9th grade year. I can't wait till summer because all of us will be able to hang out! Luv ya babe with all my heart. I know that we will be able to stay friends forever.
Luv Ya,
Jingle.
That friendship seems like a fuckin lie now. I know that we will be able to stay friends forever. Then what happened? Everything from making me feel like I was less than everyone in the world to telling me all her guy stories cos she knows that I have bad luck with guys. Friendship isn't all that it's cracked up to be.
You know I still sit next to her at lunch. She turns her back to me. Sometimes in chemistry I'll look up and catch her looking at me like I took something of hers. Some times I get evil faces. Its never ending.
I never did anything to her. I took everything that she said. Then I told her how I felt then things go downhill. Everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie. Never seems true. From this "Arron" guy to her being the best person in the world. WTF?! Whatever.
Let her live the way she lives. Will see what happens later on in life. I'll sit back and watch.
The world is fuckin screwed up. Or maybe its me.