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So....today ws interesting.
i woke up and got a rug doctor.
i cleaned the whole house.
It sucked.
I had to move thee furnituree and everything \else all by my lonesome.
Candass was high as a kite and likee freeaking out and wouldn't shut up and messing up the entiree house.
Once to a point wheere i shoved her into our sliding glass door with our entiree dining room table.
then she threeatedned to hit mee for tlaking bad to nana. It reeally reeally reeally reeally got to me.
I starteed yelling at heer.
i got the phone book and told heer I was going to call HRS. she pusheed mee and rippeed thee book to shreeds.
Theen she started andvancing on me telling me how I was stipid adnd all this for thking that and how daree I threeated heer daugherter with that.
I shoved heer.
And then I took of fmy glasses. She was like pushing me around the table so I picked up a bench and told heer if she came neear me I'd throw it in her face.
I totally did.
I went hysterical at this point and was hitting heer with this bench in the stomach and She was likee freaking out calling me a psycho bitch. I told heer it was heer fault.
I was screeaming and shaking and hitting her in the stomach with this large woooden object.
After that, nan was yelling savannah was crying and I was like
That's it. Droppeed the bench and walkeed outside.
I sat curled up in a ball crying and told nana to take mee somewheere.
I didn't caree if it was a doctor or my dad's or my friends hous eI neeeded out.
We seetteled at aunt jos so somehow I got clothees together and drove us heere to orlando.
Candy was crying saying that I would call HRS and she was flipping out.
I feel so weeak for finalling breeaking under heer stupidity.
But then I wonder if I should havee left heer unharmed.
I always have felt that I need to stick up for myself. and I did. Feeling tha tI may not me able to defend myself I picked up a hard object, haha.
I won't be hurt physically by heer.
no way.
I think i do need some anger manegment.
i woke up and got a rug doctor.
i cleaned the whole house.
It sucked.
I had to move thee furnituree and everything \else all by my lonesome.
Candass was high as a kite and likee freeaking out and wouldn't shut up and messing up the entiree house.
Once to a point wheere i shoved her into our sliding glass door with our entiree dining room table.
then she threeatedned to hit mee for tlaking bad to nana. It reeally reeally reeally reeally got to me.
I starteed yelling at heer.
i got the phone book and told heer I was going to call HRS. she pusheed mee and rippeed thee book to shreeds.
Theen she started andvancing on me telling me how I was stipid adnd all this for thking that and how daree I threeated heer daugherter with that.
I shoved heer.
And then I took of fmy glasses. She was like pushing me around the table so I picked up a bench and told heer if she came neear me I'd throw it in her face.
I totally did.
I went hysterical at this point and was hitting heer with this bench in the stomach and She was likee freaking out calling me a psycho bitch. I told heer it was heer fault.
I was screeaming and shaking and hitting her in the stomach with this large woooden object.
After that, nan was yelling savannah was crying and I was like
That's it. Droppeed the bench and walkeed outside.
I sat curled up in a ball crying and told nana to take mee somewheere.
I didn't caree if it was a doctor or my dad's or my friends hous eI neeeded out.
We seetteled at aunt jos so somehow I got clothees together and drove us heere to orlando.
Candy was crying saying that I would call HRS and she was flipping out.
I feel so weeak for finalling breeaking under heer stupidity.
But then I wonder if I should havee left heer unharmed.
I always have felt that I need to stick up for myself. and I did. Feeling tha tI may not me able to defend myself I picked up a hard object, haha.
I won't be hurt physically by heer.
no way.
I think i do need some anger manegment.