Dec 18, 2004 23:30
tonight sucked...rob was upset and wouldnt tell me why..something with julie...so i got worried...then i started thinking about guys and how much fucking trouble they are...you cant be with someone you love...no matter what you do...either someone has to have a problem with it, or..well..shit happens...i just hate guys...like they all just piss me off...at least most of them...i dont know who i wanna be with besides rob...and thats not happening anytime soon...whatever...
on a happier note, i realized who my true friends really are (guy wise)...thanks guys (you know who you are)...it really meant alot to me...
but wow, i have never felt like such a lump of shit as i do now...never...
ill write tomorrow...
Jen. <|3