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Fuck, I don't feel good. Stinky...my stomach hurts. I know why. I hate being a fucking girl. How disgusting.
Yesterday we (Kori, Nick and I) went to a Beavers (baseball) game. It was...interesting. I was watching the people around me more then the game though. Not that the game wasn't interesting, because I was watching and paying attention to it. I don't know all the rules and strageties though. I just wish I had the whole night to do over again though. I think those damn bangy things got me in a bad mood, or something. I don't know. All I know is that I was being dumb and not good company. I have super sensitive eyes, so anytime any type of loud noise goes on I have to blink. Well Nick brought those bangy stick blow up things you get at basketball games, and him and Kori were banging them, ya know? Getting into the game, and it was okay. I mean, I don't like to ruin anyone's fun by telling them to stop. I mean, god, I think I should be able to handle it, ya know? It wasn't giving me a headache or anything, it was just a little irriatating to be blinking all the fucking time. And I'm not complaining, I mean it was fine. But, it put me in a bad mood...man, I am so sumb sometimes. I mean really do I have to go through this all the time? Shit.
My room is like an oven during the day, and still during the night. I am going to try a little something today. In my mom's old room she out a dark sheet over the window. Mainly because she works at night and doesnt like to sleep with bright lights. Well, it was always cold in her room...so I am going to try to put a dark something over my window. I have white blinds. Maybe it being a little dark in here will cool this joint up a little. And even a little will help.
Last night I laid down on my stomach, and my bed was shaking a little. I have never noticed it before, so ya know, really stupid me, thought we were having a little mini Earthquake. Hahaha. Really, am I that stupid? Tomorrow is going to stink real bad. I have that test...I'm going to do really bad. And I find out what my scores are right afterwords...so I'm thinking tomorrow is going to be a shitty ass day.
YIKES!
They opened that new Krispy Kreme up...yumm. I dont like the plain glazed kind, I mean I'll eat them, but...yumm. The creme-filled kind are so delicious, and sweet. I think that was one of the best things about going to Ohio last summer. Yumm...that and lightening bugs. If they didn't have lightening bugs there, I think it wouldn't have been as cool. Hahaha. I must be hungry.
Right now I dont feel like making an effort to do anything. That's just because I'm tired right now...all I want to do is lay down. I won't be able to go back to sleep for awhile though. I must have slept well because I'm not as tired as I normally am. Or I'm just setting myself up for when school starts. Back to my few hours of sleep every night. Yeah, I'm definetly not going down the no sleep road again. Huge mistake.
I think I am going to make my journal friends only. I don't like certain people reading this...it bothers me. If I wanted them to know about my life then I would tell them. It doesn't bother me that much...but I dont like people to know certain things. And you maybe you would tell me not to say those certain things on this, but I should be able to say anything freely. And I dont care about my friends, and my mom knowing. But...shoot, there are just like one or two people I just dont want them to know anything. Never mind.
I am starting to get dizzy again...I need to go back to sleep now. Sleep heals everything. Hahaha, except for a stomach ache, which I have. If I go to sleep it'll be worse when I wake up. I think I should eat something...hahaha. Maybe I will have a small bowl of cereal. Yum, that sounds very good. Nice and cooling, and yummmmmy! I hope Don isn't up. And I hope he moves out, regardless. I shouldnt worry about my moms finicial situations so much...really I shouldn't. If I won a million dollars I would give it mostly to her. She wants so many things she can't have and I wish I could give them to her because she deserves everything good and everything that she wants. It's amazing how much of a difference she makes. Ohhh....SchMOM, I love you! Hahaha.
I've got love in my life.
Yesterday we (Kori, Nick and I) went to a Beavers (baseball) game. It was...interesting. I was watching the people around me more then the game though. Not that the game wasn't interesting, because I was watching and paying attention to it. I don't know all the rules and strageties though. I just wish I had the whole night to do over again though. I think those damn bangy things got me in a bad mood, or something. I don't know. All I know is that I was being dumb and not good company. I have super sensitive eyes, so anytime any type of loud noise goes on I have to blink. Well Nick brought those bangy stick blow up things you get at basketball games, and him and Kori were banging them, ya know? Getting into the game, and it was okay. I mean, I don't like to ruin anyone's fun by telling them to stop. I mean, god, I think I should be able to handle it, ya know? It wasn't giving me a headache or anything, it was just a little irriatating to be blinking all the fucking time. And I'm not complaining, I mean it was fine. But, it put me in a bad mood...man, I am so sumb sometimes. I mean really do I have to go through this all the time? Shit.
My room is like an oven during the day, and still during the night. I am going to try a little something today. In my mom's old room she out a dark sheet over the window. Mainly because she works at night and doesnt like to sleep with bright lights. Well, it was always cold in her room...so I am going to try to put a dark something over my window. I have white blinds. Maybe it being a little dark in here will cool this joint up a little. And even a little will help.
Last night I laid down on my stomach, and my bed was shaking a little. I have never noticed it before, so ya know, really stupid me, thought we were having a little mini Earthquake. Hahaha. Really, am I that stupid? Tomorrow is going to stink real bad. I have that test...I'm going to do really bad. And I find out what my scores are right afterwords...so I'm thinking tomorrow is going to be a shitty ass day.
YIKES!
They opened that new Krispy Kreme up...yumm. I dont like the plain glazed kind, I mean I'll eat them, but...yumm. The creme-filled kind are so delicious, and sweet. I think that was one of the best things about going to Ohio last summer. Yumm...that and lightening bugs. If they didn't have lightening bugs there, I think it wouldn't have been as cool. Hahaha. I must be hungry.
Right now I dont feel like making an effort to do anything. That's just because I'm tired right now...all I want to do is lay down. I won't be able to go back to sleep for awhile though. I must have slept well because I'm not as tired as I normally am. Or I'm just setting myself up for when school starts. Back to my few hours of sleep every night. Yeah, I'm definetly not going down the no sleep road again. Huge mistake.
I think I am going to make my journal friends only. I don't like certain people reading this...it bothers me. If I wanted them to know about my life then I would tell them. It doesn't bother me that much...but I dont like people to know certain things. And you maybe you would tell me not to say those certain things on this, but I should be able to say anything freely. And I dont care about my friends, and my mom knowing. But...shoot, there are just like one or two people I just dont want them to know anything. Never mind.
I am starting to get dizzy again...I need to go back to sleep now. Sleep heals everything. Hahaha, except for a stomach ache, which I have. If I go to sleep it'll be worse when I wake up. I think I should eat something...hahaha. Maybe I will have a small bowl of cereal. Yum, that sounds very good. Nice and cooling, and yummmmmy! I hope Don isn't up. And I hope he moves out, regardless. I shouldnt worry about my moms finicial situations so much...really I shouldn't. If I won a million dollars I would give it mostly to her. She wants so many things she can't have and I wish I could give them to her because she deserves everything good and everything that she wants. It's amazing how much of a difference she makes. Ohhh....SchMOM, I love you! Hahaha.
I've got love in my life.