sunday lifetime movies.
i can't believe vacation is already over, almost. i actually thought that having a month off would drag by at times, but as soon as new year's day came and went, the days became a blur, blending in with the whiteouts and snow storms. now i keep dividing my time between boston and haverhill, and going back and forth between the two is getting old.
anyway, for some reason, i'm kind of nervous about second semester. i'm going to be taking harder classes, and although i'm only signed up for four again, i don't know what to expect of the work load. all i know is that i am most likely not going to be up for finding a job quite yet...maybe in the summer. but i don't want to think about school and classes for another week or so...
something i learned the other night: i can't handle myself on 100 proof captain's. i mean it was a good night, aside from a creep being there and the cops showing up, but i do wish i did not drink nearly as much as i did. or maybe i didn't even drink that much, but all i did need was one drink. however, i did have fun dancing with the girls and seeing lindsey and stacey again. hope we can have another night like this again before school starts...or what the hell, we can do it whenever. but with no 100 proof or public safety this time.
i don't like the feeling of missing something/someone. or missing OUT on something...i mean it's nice remembering and reminiscing and all that, but then aren't you just missing the past? and the past you'll never see again, so then this feeling of missing is really a waste of energy in the end. the only way to relive it is through pictures or movies or just talks...
ahhh i hate sunday nights. so much.
anyway, for some reason, i'm kind of nervous about second semester. i'm going to be taking harder classes, and although i'm only signed up for four again, i don't know what to expect of the work load. all i know is that i am most likely not going to be up for finding a job quite yet...maybe in the summer. but i don't want to think about school and classes for another week or so...
something i learned the other night: i can't handle myself on 100 proof captain's. i mean it was a good night, aside from a creep being there and the cops showing up, but i do wish i did not drink nearly as much as i did. or maybe i didn't even drink that much, but all i did need was one drink. however, i did have fun dancing with the girls and seeing lindsey and stacey again. hope we can have another night like this again before school starts...or what the hell, we can do it whenever. but with no 100 proof or public safety this time.
i don't like the feeling of missing something/someone. or missing OUT on something...i mean it's nice remembering and reminiscing and all that, but then aren't you just missing the past? and the past you'll never see again, so then this feeling of missing is really a waste of energy in the end. the only way to relive it is through pictures or movies or just talks...
ahhh i hate sunday nights. so much.