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life has been surprisingly wonderful =)
aside from me fighting with my mom hard core again and i dont think we will forgive eachother this time and im living at my grandmas again.
school is basically over, i wake up get dressed, and walk the halls with no book ! its amazing. im friends with everyone in my grade, well pretty much everyone anyway. and im just having fun. i cant believe im done, im moving on. its sad, but im SO excited to leave it all behind me in the past and move foward.
ryans going to cali, but ill visit him and we'll keep in touch. i still dont know what im doing since i got into montclairs musical theater program but then didnt get into the school itself?? idk, so community for a little while, start auditioning in the city, taking dance and singing lessons. i am supposed to audition this saturday for AMDA in the city, but i dont think im going to i think im going to cancel. i didnt practice, and my throat really hurts, and i dont know why i just have this feeling like i shouldnt. but i dont wanna regret it.
today in chorus, ive realized next tuesday will be my last school concert with carol lehrman, she's been in my life for 7 long years, and i loved every second. its going to be weird. the song cloudburst we are singing is PURELY GENIOUS and im so happy our chamber choir stuck by it and pulled it off because im going to cry while im singing it for the last time.
SDA IS TOMORROW! GO WHITE TEAM! even though im only in senior dance im having so much fun! i shake what my momma gave me haha yeah pujahhhhhh&rich!! " BRING IT BRING IT BACK, BRING IT BRING IT BRING IT BACK! " hollah.
PS. I AM IN LOVE WITH STACEY GOLDSTIEN THE BLUE OVERALL CAUSE SHE IS AMAZING,
soooooo im going to go to sleep and get some rest for tomorrow
i wish my mom would apologize to me so i could go home and sleep in my own room.
aside from me fighting with my mom hard core again and i dont think we will forgive eachother this time and im living at my grandmas again.
school is basically over, i wake up get dressed, and walk the halls with no book ! its amazing. im friends with everyone in my grade, well pretty much everyone anyway. and im just having fun. i cant believe im done, im moving on. its sad, but im SO excited to leave it all behind me in the past and move foward.
ryans going to cali, but ill visit him and we'll keep in touch. i still dont know what im doing since i got into montclairs musical theater program but then didnt get into the school itself?? idk, so community for a little while, start auditioning in the city, taking dance and singing lessons. i am supposed to audition this saturday for AMDA in the city, but i dont think im going to i think im going to cancel. i didnt practice, and my throat really hurts, and i dont know why i just have this feeling like i shouldnt. but i dont wanna regret it.
today in chorus, ive realized next tuesday will be my last school concert with carol lehrman, she's been in my life for 7 long years, and i loved every second. its going to be weird. the song cloudburst we are singing is PURELY GENIOUS and im so happy our chamber choir stuck by it and pulled it off because im going to cry while im singing it for the last time.
SDA IS TOMORROW! GO WHITE TEAM! even though im only in senior dance im having so much fun! i shake what my momma gave me haha yeah pujahhhhhh&rich!! " BRING IT BRING IT BACK, BRING IT BRING IT BRING IT BACK! " hollah.
PS. I AM IN LOVE WITH STACEY GOLDSTIEN THE BLUE OVERALL CAUSE SHE IS AMAZING,
soooooo im going to go to sleep and get some rest for tomorrow
i wish my mom would apologize to me so i could go home and sleep in my own room.