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i can honestly say, that like if something happened to me,
i dont think anyone would notice. seriously.
no one cares.
it makes me sad.
but it gives me all the more reason to leave this all behind and follow my dream.
i dont need support, i have me. right? i guess? uhg idk.
whatever, ive never really been important to anyone in their lifetime.
i guess im not sad anymore im just bitter.
honestly, anyone whos reading this cannot say they have been there for me UNCONDITIONALLY, because the truth is they havent, they know and i know it.
sure i laugh when im in the present.. but thise present moments arent long ones, and everyone takes everything for granted these days. no one knows anything anymore. the meaning of friendship is just diminished from my world.
its ok , ill get by.
i hope.
i dont think anyone would notice. seriously.
no one cares.
it makes me sad.
but it gives me all the more reason to leave this all behind and follow my dream.
i dont need support, i have me. right? i guess? uhg idk.
whatever, ive never really been important to anyone in their lifetime.
i guess im not sad anymore im just bitter.
honestly, anyone whos reading this cannot say they have been there for me UNCONDITIONALLY, because the truth is they havent, they know and i know it.
sure i laugh when im in the present.. but thise present moments arent long ones, and everyone takes everything for granted these days. no one knows anything anymore. the meaning of friendship is just diminished from my world.
its ok , ill get by.
i hope.