kinda weird...

[star6835]

being a girl really isnt so much fun. I think thats what i decided. Saturday night when i got home i felt kinda shaky but i ignored it. then sunday after church i got in bed and didnt move. woke up this morning and was no better off. its weird too. i dont feel sick. i mean its not like the flu or a cold or any of the typical nonsense. I'm just weak and kinda feel like my insides are eating themselves. fun huh. so mom suggested its probably just from starting birth control again. damn those hormones. But its 2:47 now. And i was able to muster up some strength...

Dude what am i thinking? 4 years is a stinking long time. dang.