sigh...

Jan 26, 2005 23:13

i think i need a vacation...a nice month in hawaii, that's what i need. i'm so tired of routine...alarm goes off. hit snooze. get ready. sleep through history. english is interesting, but then it's off to bcis...how do people get below a hundred in that excruciatingly mundane class? then physics. starve till C lunch. then pre cal...(absolutely fascinating)...and finally spanish. i go home, waste time, do my homework way too late, take a shower, try to fall asleep...finally drift off to about 5 hours of rest before doing it all over again...okay, so i'm being melodramatic.

wow, i'm sorry...i just read that...i sound so pathetic. who am i to complain...i have a two-story house and a closet full of clothes...family and friends who care about me and tons of opportunities. please do me a favor...the next time i get all self-pitying just tell me to shut the hell up and think about someone other than myself.

i'm actually really lucky. i have the perfect boyfriend and wonderful friends and a family who loves me to death.

i think maybe i'm just sleep deprived. lol. that would explain all the irrational whining.

maybe it's hormones...that would explain these crazy mood swings.

i don't care what it is, i wish i felt like myself right now...i miss me
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