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only one more week of school left than finals than i will be done with the semester which means only one semester to go till i can be a real RN o yeah don't you wish you were me. Only problem is i have no idea what i am going to do after i get out of school. I want to move and go somewhere i don't want to get myself stuck in IN i want to see something else experience something live somewhere else. Hoping i can lose weight and be encouraged to move out to NC with Al that would be great well i think it would be great not sure what her thoughts on that are. Hopeing after things settle a bit that i will get to talk to Jason just on different schedules at the moment but when we do talk it's good i think i don't i wish i could meet him for real and things would all work out but who knows not me. so tired of all this sometimes. Equally tired of being such a stupid caring person always look out for those who are too damn stupid to look out for themselves. I hate it have i ever said i hate it. Also totally off the subject i told Jason about my nicknames so yeah none of you can try to make me feel dumb in front of him. I have a feeling he wouldn't care anytime i tell him i feel stupid he always say no, no , no you aren't or whatever haven't got to talk to him most of the week that kinda sucks. Keep thinking i want to give him my # so he can just call me instead of trying to catch me online. I like the attention not that i would love for things to work out ok cause i would i would fly out there in a heart beat and see AL of course too but anyway i don't know guess i will see you all in a couple weeks should be home the 19th i want to get my hair cut anyone up for going with me i realize you all have real jobs and everything but just a thought. Don't worry laura not geting it cut short. O and by the way when someone says your a cutie does that real mean anything or is it just a nice way of say you're ok i guess i'd do you? on top of the other 9