just an update

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So we will start with thursday. O my gosh totally sucked first of all one of the guys i met from match.com came down i do not like him at all it was the worst meeting i have ever had in my entire life. maybe i half way expected it to be like it was with shane or with john even well it was like neither and i guess that just means it wasn't ment to be. which is completely cool with me. I don't know how to explain how bad it was so it was just bad and it takes alot for me not to even want to give someone a chance. Well yeah anyway. Thursday night was horrible cause i was so upset about it i am never meeting someone i meet off the internet. Then friday came and i got an e-mail for a job down here in indy so i was super excited about that. and it is only on the weekends so i don't know what else i am going to do. than i babysat and joyce said i could live with her this summer and all i would have to do is buy my own food. Joyce is jane the lady i babysit for her mom. And than today i talked to amanda and i hear things went super well for her when she went out with kyle on friday so that was good. now i have some stuff i need to get done. the year is winding down. o and i got an e-mail from Matt L. and he told me he would be down here the 12 it would be so great to see him. So i am hoping things are fixin to get alot better! wish me good luck on my interview i really want this job cause i will have it through the school year too.
I think i maybe looking for guys in all the wrong places!