Marriage

[star54ward]

so my baby cousin who i guess really isn't a baby plans to be married in 2009 well first of all that isn't fair. How come he can decide to be married and i can't even find a date for the weekend not that i really look that hard but still. What is really wrong with me. well in 2009 i better be married with a kid. I hate this time i am going though why can't i just have something that will say yes this is set for your future. I understand that a guy isn't all your life. I know he isn't and that isn't the point of this the point of this is that it's not fair. I just feel like a dating failure. Why does everyone keep pushing me aside and why can't i find that one person i get to spend the rest of my life with. i am done looking i think i have had enough of that. well i better start thinking about something more important like my nursing test. like everyone says it will come when i am not expecting it but it's not that i am expecting it i am just tired of expecting it. Yeah so about that nursing test tomorrow better go! thanks to anyone who just read my stupid post about how stupid i am anyway. by the way anyone wants to party this weekend i am all up for it!! i will be in Indy!
o by the way girls if i am next that guy better be coming around pretty soon.
I am thinking i should make a bet that i won't be the next one married i would so win!