Apr 26, 2005 21:01
Okay i'll admit sometimes i talk about people to my friends, and i know thats not cool but its a way to get my feelings out. so i tell my friends something about this girl in cheerleading and how i find her at times bitchy and conceited and then she somehow finds out and lizzie tells me that somebody behind us in the lunch line told her but thats a bunch of bull. i seriously can't trust lizzie with shit! She talks about everyone and once i talk about someone she tells them and then she gets the nerve to tell me and jessica that we need to get some balls and tell it to her face. i felt like saying well you should grow some balls and learn who your friends are, because that bitch isn't!! I mean lizzie is like her little puppet, she does whatever she tells her, and when i confide in her and tell her something it somehow becomes known, i don't think so!!!! and now the bitch is saying she doesn't know if she's gonna quit because its to much drama, she needs to get an attitude check because if anybody starts drama its her, i mean everything in cheerleading last year all the drama came from her, and her attitude is terrible. uhhhhhhhhhhhhh she makes me so upset! She thinks she's all big shot but shes not i mean she says to me gosh every guy likes me in ninth grade except the one i want too, i was like can you be more in to yourself. but like i try not to start drama so i don't confront her, plus i'm a bit of a wuss i have trouble sticking up for myself and speaking my mind. i know thats also a bad quality but then lizzie tells me that i need to talk to her because she's gonna get her friends in it and come up in my face if i don't settle it.. their just a bunch of talk and i can't stand it!! And you know what it all started from.. voting for head cheerleader, thats like the stupidest thing!!! you know you think cheerleading is about unity and togetherness and obviously its not and that sucks!