My Bio
well i've realized i've been writing in my journal but haven't explained anything about myself. heres some basic stuff to start off with. I'm 15 years old born march 23,1990 to my mom Maria and dad Joe and my older brother Joseph. I live in Harlingen texas right by Harlingen High School North. I have a boxer dog whom i love and his name is Rudy. I am a freshman at high school and mainly hang out with other freshman and a few upperclassmen like my best friend bernadette and her sister and cousin whom bernadette is a senior and the others sophomores. I am a freshman cheerleader at the high school and made it for tryouts last week to become a JV cheerleader for next year which made me really excited because cheerleading is the thing i do that makes me feel happy and energized plus i made a lot of friends through it last year and hope to make lots of friends out of it this upcoming year. I consider myself a very good hearted person in fact some people consider me a bit to nice but i don't find that a bad thing its just the way i've been brought up be nice to people and they'll be nice to you. I'm at first very shy but after a while of knowing a person i'll open up to them and become very real with them. I don't know i don't have lots of friends but the friends i do have are very good friends and i guess its better to have few friends that you trust then lots of them who will talk behind your back and stuff. I mentioned my older brother oh my gosh he really is the person i look up to for so many different reasons, he is so brave and outgoing and i'd love to be like that but like i said i'm very shy and pretty much i have a really hard time standing up to people and i know thats not a good thing to have but i can't seem to knock it.i don't know why but some people at my school find me to be stuck up but i am completely the opposite i guess they find my shyness stuck up and then they stop talking to me and don't get to know the realy me. other than that i'm a very honest person and very trusting. one thing is i have a problem especially opening up to guys, i open up to very few and thats probably why i havent been in a relationship since i don't remember but why would i want to be in a relationship at 15. you can never take those relationships serious anyway, thats one thing that bothers me, when kids get " all deep in love" at such a young age and really they don't know what they are feeling. but i do believe someday i'll find that guy, with a great sense of humor, great personality, and that enjoys being around me and enjoys the things i do. some things that i'm frightened of is not meeting my expectations the goals ive set out for myself, i basically just don't want to fail at anything and life is about making mistakes but i really just want to be a success i want a good life and i don't want to be like a lifetime movie if that makes sense. well this is a little about me and i'll try to write more later on. bye