Mar 10, 2004 13:46
Well the cards are down and i am recieving basically no financial aid for college. Which is what I expected. They offered me 2113 in loans that i can take out a semester. Oh really, let me see, no thanks...im sorry for this next part.
GOD DAMN THEM. WHY THE HELL AM I WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR 450++ DAYS TO SAVE MONEY FOR COLLEGE TO ONLY HAVE THEM SHOVE IT UP MY ASS FOR DOING THE WORK!!! WHY THE HELL DOES IT HAVE TO BE SUCH A FUCKING CONSTANT STRUGGLE THAT WILL ONLY END IN ME GOING INSANE. WHY THE HELL CANT I JUST GET SOME FUCKING HELP.
However I am prepared and determined to take any actions and go through any peril that will result in the completion of my college education up to and including a masters degree.
Its not really all that upseting. I figured thats how it would all turn out.