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wow. its crazy. i just watched relient k on jay leno like ten minutes ago. its just crazy to think that i was ten feet away from them just last week. myaybe the week before. but. its crazy. i still like them a lot. but i dont like them at all. which makes absolutely no sense. but o well. ive decided matt hoopes is my favorite kid. he is a really cool guy and no one ever notices him. at cornerstone me and emily saw him riding around on a golf cart through town. but. i dont know. i feel really strange right now. overwhelmingly happy, tho still a bit down. tired, but wide awake. and slightly guilty. i just want to feel normal. i am glad club o rama is tomorrow. i need to get out of the house and be with my friends. for awhile.lovelovelove.