my life.
ahh. so i got back from the mission trip last night. it was barrels of fun, from playing with the amaizingly influential kids to the 10:59 trips to mcdonalds (which closed at 11. how wack!! theyre supossed to be 24 hours, o well). but i had alot of fun. the van rides went pretty fast for being van rides. the whole week went by so fast now that i think about it. its kind of a blur. it makes me pretty sad to think that its over and ill probly never see anyone i saw there again. but i felt like we helped out. made a difference. even if it was small, or we didnt actually get to see how we changed the ppl or the "fruits of our labour". i think all the kids that wet from or church bonded a bit as well. i was thining about what it would be like to work there for a summer and i think its something i may want to look into, when the time comes.
now that the mission trip is over, i realize that cornerstone is fast approaching. it is next tuesday! wow. after cornerstone, i dont really have anything planned, so give me a call and we can go chill somewhere. but the summer is like a thirdover. and i find that somewhat depressing. for then it'll be back to school. where ill have a daily routine and ill see people i cant stand, and me freedom will be gone. but, nexxt year i can drive, so that's good.
back to cornestone. i pretty much can' wait. it's going to be an awesome time.
haa, im gonna get my hair cut this week, so if you have any suggestions please tell me.
im also gonna dye my hair, if you have any suggestions about that you simply must tell me. soon!! because i usually do mine from a box because its cheap and i really have like no money right now, but it never really stays in too long. i think ill bleach it before i dye it this time, but still. please let me know if there's anything you think i should know.
i am currently reading my emails from the previous week. 60 emails, i recieved. i think im pretty much deleting most of them, for it is too much effort to read them all. my neck hurts and i am tired., but i know i will not be able to fall asleep. my bedroom is hot and stuffy, tho it is not even hot outside. so i may sleep in the livingroom tonight, but if thats the case, ill be woken up quite early in the moring by my brother, sam, or my parents. so i will mostlikely suck it up and be hot up in my own room. which is so messy, because when i was packing, i was in a hurry so everything was out when i left. i need to take a day and give it a good cleaning. huum. i have felf like crying today for the strangest of reasons. things that shouldnt even make you cry. well enough wasteage of a page and your time.
ill love you forever,
laaaaaa, laura, laur aaaaaa, lollie, laurlaur, laura lynn, lolo, loletta, laurali, _______. (insert chosen name inwhich i have forgotten)