Feb 08, 2009 22:01
I hate using the phrase "lol" but sometimes when I can't think of something to say online, I just use it. Whatevaaa.
Life has been extremely annoying lately. All of this drama and bullshit just because I overdosed. I mean, its pretty serious but I'm over it already and naturally other people should get over it too. I go to these rehab classes almost everyday but I still can't go anywhere. I don't have my car or any money and I don't go back to work until my classes are done. I don't even know if I want to work there anymore.
I thought Wade and I were done with but there he goes calling me out of the blue, filling me up with all these feelings that I don;t want to feel because I really like Jimmy. My mom really likes him too. I mean, hes a good kid. And he cares about me. But I feel as though I'll never get over Wade. I don't even think we can be friends. Its fucking complicated. I don't even know why I'm writing in this thing because no one ever uses livejournal. Whatever.