I remember Halloween
My life is probably awesome right now, but my state of mind does not allow me to see it. For the past few days I have been in the worst mood of my life. I have never been this negative before..and I'm pretty fucking negative. I'm trying to change that.
I couldn't even go to school today because I knew I'd flip out again on Mrs. Scherr. Gaaahhh I fucking hate her so much. I hope all the trees in her backyard fall down so she'll kill herself.
I don't ever want to do anything anymore. I ignore people's calls. I'm sorry Alex that I didn't hang out with you the other night. I was feeling way to down.
I cry over stupid things, I flip out over stupid things. Am I going through Menopause?
Everywhere I look all I see is stupidity. Everything's a fucking drag to me. I cannot stand anyone. And I mean anyone. I always think people are using me. And they might just be. I'm not giving out cigarettes to people at Narragansett anymore because I fucking hate everyone there. With the exception of a few people.
It still seems like I do nice things for people and I don't get anything back from them. Nobody has my back lately. And I'm sorry if I haven't had yours, just all this hostility is taking it's toll on me.
I just can't wait until I graduate and I can finally move on with my life. I need a job.
I couldn't even go to school today because I knew I'd flip out again on Mrs. Scherr. Gaaahhh I fucking hate her so much. I hope all the trees in her backyard fall down so she'll kill herself.
I don't ever want to do anything anymore. I ignore people's calls. I'm sorry Alex that I didn't hang out with you the other night. I was feeling way to down.
I cry over stupid things, I flip out over stupid things. Am I going through Menopause?
Everywhere I look all I see is stupidity. Everything's a fucking drag to me. I cannot stand anyone. And I mean anyone. I always think people are using me. And they might just be. I'm not giving out cigarettes to people at Narragansett anymore because I fucking hate everyone there. With the exception of a few people.
It still seems like I do nice things for people and I don't get anything back from them. Nobody has my back lately. And I'm sorry if I haven't had yours, just all this hostility is taking it's toll on me.
I just can't wait until I graduate and I can finally move on with my life. I need a job.