can you dig it
My parents informed my brother and i sunday night we are not allowed on the computer. FOr how long I have no idea. BUt i have this strong feeling my dad wants to get rid of the internet for good. He cant do that though, because we have school that we have to do on the interent. I don't know why it is so wrong with my parents. Do they not understand that the internet is like soemthing a teenager sortta has to have. I mean half of the time it is used for communicating. Taking it away is taking part of my life away. hahah not really. BUt it does get bored not being allowed on the computer. I hate it. And its only been like what......3 days? not even that yet. The only reason I am on here now is because i am waiting for my french thing to load. I usually find some kind of excuse that has to do with school for me to get on.
I told my mom I might go to my friend Hayley's youth group tonight and she was like "do you just feel no commitment to fuel anymore?" and i was like "mom, thre was only one time i did not go to fuel and went to a different group, this would be my second, it doesn't mean i am leaving it, i just want to go to my friend's youth gruop" and then she didn't really say anything. Man, she makes it seem like a sin to go to another youth group. ANyway you look at it, i'm going to a youth gruop. haha i'm not skipping it and going somehwere else. so she shouldn't be worried, but she is. just like she is feaking out about everything else I am doing. SHOWS AND MUSIC ARE A SIN! YOU CAN'T GO!!!!!!!!! haha yeah thats how they sound.
Everyday there is another rule they make up.
ANd everyday it makes me want to rebel so much and be so mad at them, but i can't do that. Cause that will make my life awful. I am thinking about setting up a "meeting" with them tonight, and talking to them about all this crazzy stuff they have been saying. I just cant handle it, i feel like i am in a jail cell.
but moving on..................
If it wasn't for all of that crap I would be great! my life would be great. But isn't it always the "would" that holds us back......
I told my mom I might go to my friend Hayley's youth group tonight and she was like "do you just feel no commitment to fuel anymore?" and i was like "mom, thre was only one time i did not go to fuel and went to a different group, this would be my second, it doesn't mean i am leaving it, i just want to go to my friend's youth gruop" and then she didn't really say anything. Man, she makes it seem like a sin to go to another youth group. ANyway you look at it, i'm going to a youth gruop. haha i'm not skipping it and going somehwere else. so she shouldn't be worried, but she is. just like she is feaking out about everything else I am doing. SHOWS AND MUSIC ARE A SIN! YOU CAN'T GO!!!!!!!!! haha yeah thats how they sound.
Everyday there is another rule they make up.
ANd everyday it makes me want to rebel so much and be so mad at them, but i can't do that. Cause that will make my life awful. I am thinking about setting up a "meeting" with them tonight, and talking to them about all this crazzy stuff they have been saying. I just cant handle it, i feel like i am in a jail cell.
but moving on..................
If it wasn't for all of that crap I would be great! my life would be great. But isn't it always the "would" that holds us back......