I must be a bad person... it just makes sense that way.
So, the whole internship thing is working out so far, all I need is a signature from my Japanese professor and it's good to go.
Went to Java for some lunch/breakfast today, and enjoyed the afternoon with my coffee and book while Walden sang in my ear. It really is quite good and you all need to listen to it. Perhaps I shall burn a few copies of his album and circulate them to you peoples.
Yesterday was quite fun. Started drinkig at around 1 pm and just kidna... went. Saw No Country For Old Men and it was pretty damn fantastic and I'm pretty sure it wasn't jsut because I was buzzed.
I am really enjoying The Bell Jar, and it reminds me of The Catcher in the Rye. It's like... the female version of that book almost. But I love the way they are written, taking in life in such a direct way, but yet painting it up with words. A kind of beautifully raw existence. For some reason it just kinda rings in my brain and I love it.
I feel really... distracted today. As if all of my thoughts seem to be happening without me knowing... or better yet, without me caring. I feel like I am on the verge of my life's next big step, and I am, and on one level I am more excited that I can really express. On another level I just feel like sitting down and fading away.
I really want to disappear. I don't even have a destination specific to the disappearance, I just want to be... in that other place. So, if during the semester (probably not) or summer there is one day where I am just not here, don't worry, I will be back at some time and I am doing great. But, until that time, I shall continue on here, escaping life in my own little ways.
Went to Java for some lunch/breakfast today, and enjoyed the afternoon with my coffee and book while Walden sang in my ear. It really is quite good and you all need to listen to it. Perhaps I shall burn a few copies of his album and circulate them to you peoples.
Yesterday was quite fun. Started drinkig at around 1 pm and just kidna... went. Saw No Country For Old Men and it was pretty damn fantastic and I'm pretty sure it wasn't jsut because I was buzzed.
I am really enjoying The Bell Jar, and it reminds me of The Catcher in the Rye. It's like... the female version of that book almost. But I love the way they are written, taking in life in such a direct way, but yet painting it up with words. A kind of beautifully raw existence. For some reason it just kinda rings in my brain and I love it.
I feel really... distracted today. As if all of my thoughts seem to be happening without me knowing... or better yet, without me caring. I feel like I am on the verge of my life's next big step, and I am, and on one level I am more excited that I can really express. On another level I just feel like sitting down and fading away.
I really want to disappear. I don't even have a destination specific to the disappearance, I just want to be... in that other place. So, if during the semester (probably not) or summer there is one day where I am just not here, don't worry, I will be back at some time and I am doing great. But, until that time, I shall continue on here, escaping life in my own little ways.