Yes I'm blue, but from holding my breath...
I don't have much to say really, but I felt like posting. I have been enjoying my time off during the vacation, now that I'm home again. While I have many things that I have to get taken care of, and I have to take care of them soon, I have been enjoying time off neglecting them for the past couple days.
I'm a bit interested to see where I am going with my life, and to see where life wants to take me. Those two never seem to be the same for me, but I have learned (to some degree) to find enjoyment in the struggle between them. At the very least, I just don't deny the struggle, and just try to partake in it. I feel myself torn in at least three different directions, and really, it's usually more than that. While my mind continues its rants in the many different strands of internal dialogue, I have, at least for the temporary time being, found a thin strip of life between the lines in which I have some sort of peace agreement with my mind, my self, and my life. It won't last forever but that is something I have come to accept.
I promised myself a few things in the last week, and I do plan on sticking to them. I also thought it might be nice to get something to have as a physical reminder of everything I need to remember. Perhaps I shall find another ring, something as simple and yet as fantastic as what I used to have.
I know this probably makes no sense to the world around me, but I just felt like posting something, and this is what came out. So... deal people :-)
I'm a bit interested to see where I am going with my life, and to see where life wants to take me. Those two never seem to be the same for me, but I have learned (to some degree) to find enjoyment in the struggle between them. At the very least, I just don't deny the struggle, and just try to partake in it. I feel myself torn in at least three different directions, and really, it's usually more than that. While my mind continues its rants in the many different strands of internal dialogue, I have, at least for the temporary time being, found a thin strip of life between the lines in which I have some sort of peace agreement with my mind, my self, and my life. It won't last forever but that is something I have come to accept.
I promised myself a few things in the last week, and I do plan on sticking to them. I also thought it might be nice to get something to have as a physical reminder of everything I need to remember. Perhaps I shall find another ring, something as simple and yet as fantastic as what I used to have.
I know this probably makes no sense to the world around me, but I just felt like posting something, and this is what came out. So... deal people :-)