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I'm sorry i haven't up dated in a while not that it matters...
i'm kinda pissed at the moment so bare with me: he dosn't love me any more so he insults me makes me feel like shit when i already do cuz i guess i'm a horrable person who has no business living he now says (weeks later)that we're still friends and he doesn't know what he did wrong well i'll tell you he desided he didn't love me any more no biggy i already knew it i push him to make that desision cuz i care for him (or did) and i didn't want him to hurt cuz of me so to show me just how much he didn't love me anymore he desided to go with the grade school aproch and tell me i'm the villin and then go out of his way not to have any contact with me what so ever(yes i'm calling him imature )oh but wait there's more now he says i'm still a close friend well hey... ahh, No I'm not, sorry my friends don't treat me like that!
On a lighter note i finally have a job at zylas but hey it's a job and i love the people i work with and that's more than alot of people can say.
i'm really happy for Mike i finally moved out of that hell hole with his aunt and unkle he moved into JC's houseand he finally got another job.
And my parents have come to the conclusion that they can't control me...
(i'll leave it at that)
If any one wants to chill call me and even if you don't you can call me!
I love you all ttyl!
i'm kinda pissed at the moment so bare with me: he dosn't love me any more so he insults me makes me feel like shit when i already do cuz i guess i'm a horrable person who has no business living he now says (weeks later)that we're still friends and he doesn't know what he did wrong well i'll tell you he desided he didn't love me any more no biggy i already knew it i push him to make that desision cuz i care for him (or did) and i didn't want him to hurt cuz of me so to show me just how much he didn't love me anymore he desided to go with the grade school aproch and tell me i'm the villin and then go out of his way not to have any contact with me what so ever(yes i'm calling him imature )oh but wait there's more now he says i'm still a close friend well hey... ahh, No I'm not, sorry my friends don't treat me like that!
On a lighter note i finally have a job at zylas but hey it's a job and i love the people i work with and that's more than alot of people can say.
i'm really happy for Mike i finally moved out of that hell hole with his aunt and unkle he moved into JC's houseand he finally got another job.
And my parents have come to the conclusion that they can't control me...
(i'll leave it at that)
If any one wants to chill call me and even if you don't you can call me!
I love you all ttyl!