FallenFast
as i sit here listening to old lifehouse alota thing go through my head. alota things. yesterday was wild. i hurt both of my ankles cuz of an accident with a car and horseplay. its all good tho. not mad at anyone, just in alota pain. both ankles sprained, ligaments stretched and torn, blood vessles broken. no walkin for awhile. no dance for an even longer while :( just when i was getting into it again. 3+ weeks... im not gunna like this.
thank you guys who helped me through this tramatic time after school. thanx for carrying me upstairs n feeding my face at UACT. thanx for bein there. LOVE U JES!!! <333333
now back to the thinking portion of the journal. When i hurt myself the first person i thought to call was yolanda. i was really scared and just hurting. her face just popped in my head. i called her, and she droped everything she was doing, went to my house and helped take care of me yesterday. she sat in a car BY HERSELF WITH MY MOM AND DAD. if thats not amazing i dont know what is. stuff like that, other people wouldnt even do. Lea wouldnt even stay with me if i picked her up myself. she called in the middle of chaos n i told her call me later i hurt myself blah blah. she replies. "i cant be waitin around all day to call u back. i can be doing other things." reguardless, i could give 2 shits if she even did call back. but that comment... i mean my god.
yesterday made me really appreciate yolanda. alot.she could have been doing other things. she HAD other plans. but she dropped them because i was hurt. it wasnt even that serious.... and she stayed with me. and followed up today to check on me.
There has been no one like her in my life before. Everyday with her is another lesson learned. I'm really fallen for her.. really hard.