06.10.13 YamaPi's diary
PM10:29
Good evening.
It seems like they already reported about Jin stopping work momentarily.
Jin fans must feel really lonely by now right.
Though from a friend point of view,
there's only so much to a person's life,
a life that doesn't belong to anyone else but yourself!
So anyone should regretlessly complete your goal in life!
That's how I got into university!
One chance in my life,
what is university like?
I so then carried my curiosity into the doors of university!
Before that I said confidently to my highschool teacher
"I will DEFINITELY enter a top university!"
but my teacher replied with "For you it's not possible"!
So I did everything that I could.
I have to make it.
I want to make him feel that "Yamashita really work hard"!
So I did all that I can in studying!
The first two years when I started university was the worst.
Seperating with friends from highschool,
it feels like I've been abandoned!
Also I would be stalked whatever I do!
That was really hurtful!
At that time,
my friend from old times and the friend's family always supported me.
They probably helped me a infinite times?
I am truly grateful.
So I want to become the pillar of support for my most important friend.
If, the people important to me now all disappeared,
I probably can't do anything. (laugh)
It seems that no one can live alone right!
All I can say here is, I'm really lonely here by myself in Kyoto.
Anyone please call me or send a message.
I really thought of a lot during my walk!
It's almost 3 now!
I have to find some dessert!
You can't walk when you're hungry!