wow....mood swing
yeah im having a major mood swing right now.....i guess i got so attatched to the fact that having someone here to hold me and now my current situation, stuck here with my grandmother for the next week...yeah kind of sux. ill be going to the post office here soon to send a package....i hope that gets thru to someone. there has only been one person in the whole world that i would ever consider making this kind of a sacrifice for....thankfully im still talking to that person. and ill admit...i probably will slip sometime....i hate thinking about it but i probably will...and that hurts. but im willing to try not to. i dunna i guess this is a challenge that i enjoy...and honestly, i dont mind at all. jeez i need meds or something i get like this almost every week a couple times and i hate it. im gonna go watch a movie. i guess ill write back here later today or tomorrow. i love you girl, always know that. and know that ill understand every situation that comes, or at least ill try really hard. yeah im gonna go.