Aug 12, 2005 19:36
hm ok so trouble with the friend at the moment its like she just doesn't understand what she did i mean first of all she accused me of being on the high horse n being rude so when i dont want to forgive her why does she care? i dont really know but w.e its not worth it. i am looking forward to senior year, its off to a good start. i mean i have a few new friends and i have trips planned. be prepaired for stress though. i am going to boston in october and i am so stoked. i cant wait till i get to see joel and maureen and jay (OMG!) and meet RJ cool stuff. so tonight i am going out with rian to play pool we were supposed to call jan but i dont have his number so who knows if she will, then maybe hot tubbing it and sippy is having a party but the werid thing is it doesnt intrigue me at all to go. talking to nikki and reminiscing about old times. we used to chill so much now its hard to even get a convo in.. its sad how things change but i guess u have to look at it as the best... but i am undecided about things at the moment and i know one thing for sure i dont wanna grow up!