Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Sep 07, 2010 10:59




1. I live a cluttered life. (even when I try not to)
2. I'm living with Lupus, and for the most part..no one understands.
3. The older I get the easier it is to let go of friendships that drag me down.
4. I don't think it's weird AT ALL that my best friend is married to my ex husband.
5. My ex husband and I are more like brother and sister. Some people just aren't meant to be together.
6. I'd love to be a doula. I've been fortunate enough to assist with 4 children being born, other than mine.
7. I attempted suicide after my daughters death.
8. I have very low self esteem. I have to constantly remind myself that I need to believe in "me".
9. I have a lazy eye, and often times HATE other wise good pictures of myself because I can "see" it.
10. I'd LOVE to be able to have another child.
11. Sometimes I pretend everything is fine when inside I'm falling apart.
12. Sometimes I really just want to be invisible.
13. My social anxiety is getting worse.. and most people don't know I have it, at all.
14. I'm scared that I'll die and Hayden will forget me.
15. I stress EVERY day that Gail is going to cheat on me..because I'm not good enough.

well..most of that was really depressing.. sorry. I'm not sad.. it's just what I could think of, was way harder than I had thought.

BJ
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