Jan 27, 2006 18:40
It is SO hard to believe that my due date is in 9 days. I know it's not going to be an easy day.. I'm trying to brace myself for it. But..I just don't think that's possible. I should be huge, pregnant, uncomfortable and bitchy. I should be complaining that she's killing my back.. ruining my figure and sitting on my kidneys. I miss being pregnant.. i miss her being happy and healthy inside me. I miss everything about her. I miss her little lips.. her tiny noes.. those little fingers and little toes.
I've got the birth certificate sitting next to my computer..blah.
it just seems unreal..I wish it was all a dream.
BJ