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Hmmm...it's 740...its saturday...and i'm at home! damn my parents! it's not so bad because there's basketball but all alone and no one to talk to...not too fun. Hours of silence can kill me.
This has made me realize something about myself. even though i'm not the most talkative and outgoing person i crave company. every time i'm at home by myself i nearly go insane cause i can't stand just being by myself. it's wierd i know...but it's me. it's not that i crave attention because i know i always try to avoid being the center of attention so i really don't know the word for it. but hopefully ya'll can understand where i'm coming from on this and not think of me as some crazy ass kid stuck at home on a saturday night
ok now onto something that has been on my mind for a while and made me realize some things. it's just one simple word...prom. no prom is not the exact thing i've had on my mind but the girl is. i've seen her and always wondered who she was and all that fun stuff but never actually took the time to get to know her. well now that is changing. she's a junior which made the meeting part kinda hard but that's all gonna end after school on monday. when i basically ask her for her number and call her that night. just a phrase that fits how i feel perfectly...'visual crush'. yeah so i really hope this will work and some extra facts about her that i couldn't believe...she has never had a boyfriend! yea that i didn't expect and everyone has said that she is really really nice so that's another plus. i'll see how it turns and hopefully it'll be for the best...like someone else we know ;)
so back to boredom and college basketball
This has made me realize something about myself. even though i'm not the most talkative and outgoing person i crave company. every time i'm at home by myself i nearly go insane cause i can't stand just being by myself. it's wierd i know...but it's me. it's not that i crave attention because i know i always try to avoid being the center of attention so i really don't know the word for it. but hopefully ya'll can understand where i'm coming from on this and not think of me as some crazy ass kid stuck at home on a saturday night
ok now onto something that has been on my mind for a while and made me realize some things. it's just one simple word...prom. no prom is not the exact thing i've had on my mind but the girl is. i've seen her and always wondered who she was and all that fun stuff but never actually took the time to get to know her. well now that is changing. she's a junior which made the meeting part kinda hard but that's all gonna end after school on monday. when i basically ask her for her number and call her that night. just a phrase that fits how i feel perfectly...'visual crush'. yeah so i really hope this will work and some extra facts about her that i couldn't believe...she has never had a boyfriend! yea that i didn't expect and everyone has said that she is really really nice so that's another plus. i'll see how it turns and hopefully it'll be for the best...like someone else we know ;)
so back to boredom and college basketball