Jan 05, 2005 22:18
i really hate how the worst of things can happen to the best of people, especially to people i care about the most, like my friends. Last night, one of the people i cared about the most had to go through something that nobody should ever go through, it was so upsetting that she cried the whole night and till about 2 in the morning. After being on the phone with her for 2 hours (from 12 AM - 2 AM), i was finally able to cheer her up a little and get her to stop crying. If anyone got to kno her, she is one of the sweetest and most wonderful people you will ever meet, she puts others before herself, even people she doesnt know, and she goes out of her way to help others, even if its at her own expense. I really hate how certain people have absolutely no regards towards the feelings of others these days, and how the word love can be so easily used to manipulate, and how someone can turn on their best friend and fucking put them through all kinds of shit without giving it a second thought, which are the roots of this situation. Out of respect for the person, im not gonna mention her name or tell her story, but what happend to her and all the things she was telling me about really made me think last night, and is why im writting this entry.
((to my friend, and someone that i really care about, you need to stop blamming yourself for what happend, bottom line, shes a fuckin whore and hes a manipulative asshole and a total fuckin jackass, u dont need people like that in your life, dont get upset over that anymore, just put it behind u and move on.))