Jul 09, 2005 03:56
So i just got back from like 3 hours of skating in parking lots!! Dude i havent done that in years, in fact it feels good skating again. I can go in and out of skating and it takes me a few days to get back to where i was kinda. I think i would have to skate everyday for like a month to be as good as i was before, i dont know if it's possible, cause i'm doing some pussy stuff now. It's kinda funny, i'm scared to do things now, but like when i was a kid i would just not think about it and do it. Anway so itfeels good to skate.
So i've been going in and out of bad moods, i guess cause of certain things and i dont know where i stand. I mean i just feel confused and lost, and at times it hurts not knowing what to do. I hate having the "what if" feeling. It's like what if certain things were different, but i guess you cant think that way. In any case i'm not feeling to great, but i can say that i have great music. Music that brings low skank and groovy beats.
So like no future allows moshing now?? What the heck, thats not fun, it's soo small. Anyway i went to no future today and saw some people, some were very very young hahaah. Whoa that is soo weird dude, seeing like kids grow up. Oh yeah and lauren is a snake, and um ............. like you have negative points brah!! < --- key word right there!! That is why you have like -150,000 points. Hehehe
Yeah skating, the descendts, depression, social psych, playing music. That's my lide for far, it could be worse i think!
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