Wheres my happy ending?.......

Mar 05, 2009 09:06

     I've been up to my same ol antics again. Only this Time I cant seen to find anyone to share it with.  Phisically my life is getting better, Ive lost a lot of weight (110ibs)  and have been taking better care of myself, But why cant I have the hapiness I desirve? or am I  not worthy of it yet?

I could ponder mine and everyone elses existance in my life and think where are they going and is taht the road to something better in there life? or can I go down that same path or does "God" have a bigger plan for me? I use GOD in qoutitaions because of what I believe in him(or her) is there's not one all powerful mighty GOD but hundrendes if not thousands of them.  Higher powers are minds can't comprehend and are celestial beings more inteligent , more strong, brave, fierce, then we are able to comprehend.  Prehaps I need to find my own "God"

The seasons are changing warming weather feels nice to most people, so why is it I still feel cold?




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